I am Pinocchio made wood again.I am the Tin Man with his heart repossessed.I am the troll who lives in his holeand watches the billy-goats wonder at grass.I am the universe made clockwork,only to discover that it was all a big waste of time.And you ask me how I feel or what I want? HA!
The first scientific postulate is the objectivity of nature:nature does not have any intention or goal.
We may yearn for a "higher answer" --- but none exists.